Shreedhara C APersonal Development Blog

I had been appreciated by most of my colleagues for being most negative in my opinions and views even at office and also in my mails by my friends.Due to the known fact that there was least wins in my life in my last 2 years, and a stubborn mind withholding my eye drops,I have been laughing to myself and also trying to suppress my feelings towards my life for so long.Even now I do feel like crying which I cannot due to the fact that I don’t want my parents who are around me now ,to feel my heat of life.I want them to be always happy around me until time parts us.
I had become member of number of affiliate networks and CPA networks whom I will be writing now to terminate my membership since I’m not active and I’m closing down my site.Till now I had decided whatever the case I will work hard to become an affiliate marketer, but time does not permit that due to various facts and hence closing down this site and all other domains are put on sale.

Till now my earnings in the networks are as below

Adsense : $17 - By blog experimentation
CJ : $5 - Affiliate Link lead generation
ValuedNetworks : $12 CPA action.

And nothing else.
And my expenditure had been $85000 including my forex losses,stock market losses,web hosting expenditure,cassino gaming losses, which is all a lost investment in my life.

I hate to say this, but if a newbie thinks he can excel with hardwork, its false, everything depends on luck.I don’t know Why I’m being so negative today, may be I’m failed to convince myself that I can still hold my feet on ground.
Sitting on my couch today I write the truth of being member with the forums I had been,affiliate networks I had been with and also the friends I had interacted with.

Coming to the point, the one forum I really appreciated was Digital Point when I joined due to the fact there is lot of discussion going on thinking that people are there to help each other, but the morons there are just barking for some penny and do not care what somebody really hopes to look for in that forum.I hate that forum a lot.
The same goes to goldage.net which admins really think its out of earth forum, restricting 100 rules and of no use and people fighting for 5-10 cents everyday.
Coming to Affiliate Networks, well they are really being professional, other than that I don’t have anything against them.

Now coming to the items I have on sale, here goes

I have about 18 domains some setup with content and some not, still having life for about year or half and all are niche names I think so.Even I have a hosting account with netfirms onsale which still has 6 months of hosting.
Totally I’ve about 300-400 $s worth of account which I want to sell it off at cheap rate of $200 to $250.
I have them listed on dp forums, but no moron has replied till now.Only itrader morons get replies.
If anybody good really will reply and I will definitely sell them to a good person.
I end this DreamzAffiliate Blog today at this time “Sunday 26th April 09:00PM”.

I hope to come back with a good shape maybe sometime later with a good luck and good blog being everything new.
Till then GoodBye
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DreamzAffiliate

It had been a long Journey since 2007 Feb or even more than that working on Dreamzaffiliate.com.With high dreams of reaching a specific goal by end of 2008,with high hopes of achieving an impossible aspiration in the amount of time available,I had created this blog.
I never anticipated the amount of losses I Incurred during the tenure of this blog in last two years,I quit my day job in search of impossible end to my whining in Feb.Again with the help of my good friend, I joined TCS and thought I had started a new life from scratch, but again the same old whining hope to rejuvenate my lost glory, fell into debt creating a great disaster for myself, and again in order to clear those I again added my score to debt accounts, and still the spirit has not dried up.I agree that I’ve lost so much in my two years, but never accepted failure.Hence again its the time to start a new life, new aspirations,new goals and again NEW BLOG!. Aha what thought Iam never going to give up in life for what happened yesterday, and its the new ray of light I always have in my quills.
The new blog is going to greet all with the high spirit of shaolin.
Till then, bye to this blog, but the great animal remains alive.
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I had been losing continuously for nearly an year now, and since the begining of 2008 , my bad lucks have gathered around me like sheep.Last day I posted a profit of about 150$ and again due to my lost sight I had nearly lost 4500$ in 4 days.
Nobody can rescue me other than giving me guidance I understand, and there was nobody who gave me guidance since I started my career, may be its like this, SInce I could not get mentored properly I’m spoiled and have nearly no idea of managing my assets properly.
Well Its time now to recollect my lost confidence with which I said my mom the day of my first Interview that “the job is mine today”.Even the time’s too heavy for me now, I think better late than never to recollect all my senses and start putting a strategy in to trade properly.
Let be $1 profit, but no dollar loss.With a hope to Never Lose Again, I start my new life today with $200 in my etoro account.
Thanks to Jitu ,My Account manager who sent me some Technical Analysis document.Eventhough I had studied them long back, I went through them,I had lost a lot, but its only because of my hurry to regain my lost glory which resulted in greed and made much losses in my trading accounts.

Once I started with Forex trading there were days good as I reached $1000 with a mere $50 in my account in a week, but again the next day the greed stepped in and I lost $2000 in a day.Since that day I had been continuously depositing,losing in my accounts.Till now I had invested about 10-15k in Forex Accounts and 80-90k in Stock Market accounts and all lost, and today now I stand in the position where I have 10k Debt. (All in USD).
But still I hope that the rest $200 in my account can make my life to come out of my debt in the long run.
Long live the spiritmonk.

Initial Deposit : $439 10-April-09 End balance : $335 P/L : $104
Re Deposit : $135 11-April-09 End balance : $500 P/L : $104

12-April-09
StartBal : $500 EndBal : $651 P/L : $47

I had been working so hard on these affiliate marketing stuff, and for god’s sake that thing doesn’t enter my head at all. The only things I’m good at is either programming or trading.I never say I lost money because I do not know trading.I had been doing stock trading since 3 years and it was my bad luck that I lost a 0.1 million dollars.
Other than that I’m really a pro when it comes to trading.After losing a high streak in stock market, I entered the internet way to make money to cover my losses.But to my astonishment I found hell lot of ways people are making money.The ways such as
1. Autosurf, — People surf internet and earn say 0.4$ per 100 sites surfed.
2. Cashbak,– This is actually sites which give u cashback on purchase through their site. (Its not money making but saving)
3. PTC, — Pay to click sites, each click pays u 0.01$ or 1c or more
4. Other GPT sites — they give money to complete their affiliate incentivised offers, they make hell lot of money from you.
5. HYIP, — High Yield Investment Programs, — These are the high ponzy schemes on internet, which quote that they will pay u x% of whatever amount u invest in them daily, but u never get ur investment or interest.
6. LYIP,– same as HYIP but less % of interest.
7. Affiliate marketing with some big sites, — This requires a kingdom on internet to be established, not for noobs like me or lazy ones.
8. Casino Playing,– People who are filthy rich can login to casino’s and try to make or lose money, its pure gambling
9. Forex Trading,– Well well well this is the gem of all, it requires knowledge,courage and a little money to start making money.There are pro’s doing trading online and there are pro’s ahring knowledge.But it only requires a little courage and about $100 to start the life with trading.I started like that and ended up losing about 50lakh rupees till now, that close to 1lack dollars.But still the courage has not dried up, even after taking personal loans, and covering them up, again the will to trade has not dried up inside me.
Now again it was 09th april I again thought of starting the trading.I do believe that luck is just periodical,but will to succeed will rule forever.
Now I started trading with about 500$, and now I stand on $651

Next time when I log on my blog, I will write my strategy I’m testing If I really win.Thus I conclude that I’m born to trade, not to market somebody’s product.